I hope everyone’s summer is great and everyone’s having a great time out of school! I’ve been debating on whether or not to write on here latley but there’s been alot on my heart sense I created my blog. My sister K is getting married in a month, and she moves to Canada in 17 days. I couldn’t be anymore happy that she found who really makes her happy and loves her! I’m excitied about getting to meet her fiances family. I’m going to be alone at home still dearing highschool and latley ive prayed and wondered, even worried and more so stressed over what God has for me, I’m not sure what he wants me to do exactly for the rest of my highschool. My anxiety with this has been to the extreme. Because I’m scared of the unknown. The fear of that things may not ever be brighter or will he ever bless me with what i truly need to keep me company over this time or what will keep me busy. But being grateful for God and who he is, that he’s given me everything i need will always bring joy, but it’s never always like that consistently, because the Christian life is tough. But everything we feel and experience God has already felt for himself. Psalm 61-2 is a relief that we can go and be held in his arms in times we feel we may break or feel like we’re about to give up.
61 Hear my cry, O God, attend unto my prayer.
2 From the end of the earth will I cry unto thee, when my heart is overwhelmed, lead me to the rock that is higher than I.
If God wasn’t finished with us we wouldn’t still be here and it gets so much better.
It may be hard right now for some to roll out of bed, find purpose in the day or even crack a smile. But the pain we experience in small things, we never know a good day untill it’s gone. We have to have faith in God and have hope in miracles that he can do great things and great things will come. We sometimes lie to ourselves because don’t see our lives filled with joy but if we have patience and trust his timeing things will get brighter. When we feel like are whole world is dark though, it’s okay to cry, take a deep breath, never give up on what God can do even when we’re stressed or feel alone. This isn’t about me at all with my sister getting married, I’m entirety happy for her. But you never know as when you worry yourself with small things who else may be struggling with big things.
For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.